"Aishh..susahnya berkawan dgn makhluk bernama Manusia ni.."
Kadang-kadang terfikir mcm ni bila terjumpa dengan manusia yang mengaku kawan tapi berperangai sebaliknya. Anda pernah mengalami perasaan mcm ni tak? Mcm berbaur antara nak berkawan atau tak nak dengan seseorang. Aku ada satu story which has happened to me once.
I was once a student of certain University. I've got many friends which i felt comfortable to hang around with. There was a certain someone that I assumed as my best friend since we have a lot in common. Aku ngan dia mmg selalu bersama la. Pergi kelas ngan dia, makan ngan dia, mengumpat ngan dia and even maen longkang pon mesti dia ada. Kira macam kembar la. But then, at one time we had some disagreement which I think that that matter should not be seriously argued.
However, sejak peristiwa tu Si Dia dan aku makin renggang dan kami tak banyak bercakap. Kalau sebelum ni kami selalu story mcm-mcm termasuklah hal-hal yg di anggap personal, but since then kami langsung tak sembang pasal perkara-perkara "personal" tu. And then one day aku bukak open topic ngan dia because I think that that could help me loosen the tangled rope but things became even worst when she unconditionally blamed me for things that I never did. Or I might unknowingly done it. People makes mistakes. T_T
The last day of lecture means that the last day we can spend time together. Aku makin akward ngan dia sebab she seemed very cold and odd towards me walaupun before ni dia ada ckp dia dah maafkan aku walau ape pun salah aku. And from that moment I thought : "Ahh..agaknya dia memang dah tak nak kawan ngan aku tak. Takpe lah. Aku dah mintak maaf. Done."
From that day onward, I opened her wall on FB and clicked on photos but my account was blocked from seeing the photos. It stated that it was private and only can be viewed by approved friends. Kejam tak kawan mcm ni? Arghh..rase nk sepak jek!!
p/s: Kalau rase pernah mengalami pengalaman yg serupa, leave your comments down here. I need some input here. Mata nee~~
1 comment:
tak igt plak pernah x ade pengalman mcm tu.tapi hidup ini sudah diaturkan.Allah mahu menguji.lapangkan hati lapangkan jiwa,berfikiran positif la.soon,you wil see the hikmah dari apa yang telah terjadi.
it is not blaming each other,its about maafkan antara satu sama lain dengan penuh keikhlasan.insyaAllah everything will be okay.maybe die still bermasam muka,tapi when we always do good things to her/him,insyaAllah semua akan berubah,Allah memegang hati setiap hambanyaa..
insyaAllah.kalau ade tersalah mohon betulkan :)
wallahualam...
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