"Aishh..susahnya berkawan dgn makhluk bernama Manusia ni.."
Kadang-kadang terfikir mcm ni bila terjumpa dengan manusia yang mengaku kawan tapi berperangai sebaliknya. Anda pernah mengalami perasaan mcm ni tak? Mcm berbaur antara nak berkawan atau tak nak dengan seseorang. Aku ada satu story which has happened to me once.
I was once a student of certain University. I've got many friends which i felt comfortable to hang around with. There was a certain someone that I assumed as my best friend since we have a lot in common. Aku ngan dia mmg selalu bersama la. Pergi kelas ngan dia, makan ngan dia, mengumpat ngan dia and even maen longkang pon mesti dia ada. Kira macam kembar la. But then, at one time we had some disagreement which I think that that matter should not be seriously argued.
However, sejak peristiwa tu Si Dia dan aku makin renggang dan kami tak banyak bercakap. Kalau sebelum ni kami selalu story mcm-mcm termasuklah hal-hal yg di anggap personal, but since then kami langsung tak sembang pasal perkara-perkara "personal" tu. And then one day aku bukak open topic ngan dia because I think that that could help me loosen the tangled rope but things became even worst when she unconditionally blamed me for things that I never did. Or I might unknowingly done it. People makes mistakes. T_T
The last day of lecture means that the last day we can spend time together. Aku makin akward ngan dia sebab she seemed very cold and odd towards me walaupun before ni dia ada ckp dia dah maafkan aku walau ape pun salah aku. And from that moment I thought : "Ahh..agaknya dia memang dah tak nak kawan ngan aku tak. Takpe lah. Aku dah mintak maaf. Done."
From that day onward, I opened her wall on FB and clicked on photos but my account was blocked from seeing the photos. It stated that it was private and only can be viewed by approved friends. Kejam tak kawan mcm ni? Arghh..rase nk sepak jek!!
p/s: Kalau rase pernah mengalami pengalaman yg serupa, leave your comments down here. I need some input here. Mata nee~~
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Gementar a.k.a Nervous
Iya, buat pengetahuan semua, hari ni merupakan First Day aku mengajar tuition.ok..x ramai pn.just two kids, one of them is in grade 3 and another is in grade 4. Ikut logik akal kita akan fikir "Alah..budak sekolah rendah je. Tak susah sgt pun. Ajar jela."
Tapi sebenarnya mengajar budak sekolah is very challenging. Bukan sebab kena bnyk bercakap atau kena bnyk fikir jawapan utk soalan-soalan yang di tanya tapi sebab kena perah otak untuk fikir macam mana nak make the class attractive! It is very tiring for me because I know myself very well that I'm not creative enough to provide the solution.
Yang membuatkan aku kecut perut ialah bila first time jumpa dengan budak-budak tu. You know, first impression is important. Thus you have to create environment yg berkesan untuk mereka supaya diorg suka nak belajar dengan kita dan supaya apa yg kita ajar tu akan lekat kat dlm otak mereka. Ini yg buat aku nervous sgt smpai tak boleh nak fikir dengan waras.
Since this is my first attempt, I absolutely have no experience in teaching tuition. Ah, agaknya budak-budak tu paham ke tak apa yg aku ajar? Bila fikir balik, agaknya inilah perasaan seorg guru waktu ajar aku time skolah dulu,. kan? Baru aku paham yang nak mengajar bukan lah satu kerja yang mudah.
Tapi alhamdulillah..setakat malam ni xde masalah since budak-budak yg datang tuition tu sumenye pandai-pandai. Lega cket..tapi biasa lah kn first timer mesti ada buat silap. Aku di tegur sebab cara aku ajar bukan cara yg tempat tuition tu practice. Ok. My mistake..but I hope i will improve my skills.
Tadaa~~~
Tapi sebenarnya mengajar budak sekolah is very challenging. Bukan sebab kena bnyk bercakap atau kena bnyk fikir jawapan utk soalan-soalan yang di tanya tapi sebab kena perah otak untuk fikir macam mana nak make the class attractive! It is very tiring for me because I know myself very well that I'm not creative enough to provide the solution.
Yang membuatkan aku kecut perut ialah bila first time jumpa dengan budak-budak tu. You know, first impression is important. Thus you have to create environment yg berkesan untuk mereka supaya diorg suka nak belajar dengan kita dan supaya apa yg kita ajar tu akan lekat kat dlm otak mereka. Ini yg buat aku nervous sgt smpai tak boleh nak fikir dengan waras.
Since this is my first attempt, I absolutely have no experience in teaching tuition. Ah, agaknya budak-budak tu paham ke tak apa yg aku ajar? Bila fikir balik, agaknya inilah perasaan seorg guru waktu ajar aku time skolah dulu,. kan? Baru aku paham yang nak mengajar bukan lah satu kerja yang mudah.
Tapi alhamdulillah..setakat malam ni xde masalah since budak-budak yg datang tuition tu sumenye pandai-pandai. Lega cket..tapi biasa lah kn first timer mesti ada buat silap. Aku di tegur sebab cara aku ajar bukan cara yg tempat tuition tu practice. Ok. My mistake..but I hope i will improve my skills.
Tadaa~~~
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